Fifth.

I’m not feeling so well, period. Woke up with such a bad headache and sore throat. Was supposed to go and check out the bar with Em but I was just too worn out to even get out of bed. I think I have slight fever which explains the body ache I’ve been having lately. Bit of a wrong timing isn’t it? Oh man. I just can’t wait to get over and done with this entire thing. I am both mentally and physically exhausted. I need my rest, badly. Good God, save me. I am very, very tired.

Fourth.

We need more group rehearsals. Enough said.

I honestly think the more I do pole, the worst I’d be. I tried poling today. I barely hung on for a minute and I’m exhausted. I was in fact, dreading to hang on the pole because it hurt too damned much. Something is not right. Doing basics is like a killer. I’m so pissed at myself because I can’t do nuts.

Anyhow, let me rant a little.
Why can’t some people just mind their bloody business? Just sayin’.

Third.

Sorry, took me awhile to update this. We got reminded the other day that we only have 9 days left… Obviously we ain’t got 9 days anymore… Panic much?! I need my costume, need my song, need my choreography. Can I say I’m facing some sort of panic attack here?

Anyhow, now that we’ve gotten half of the routine done, it feels so good. At least, there’s some kind of progression though sometimes we come up with the craziest ideas. But the thing is, notice how fit group always faces challenge? 1 girl pulled out, replaced by another girl – another girl pulled out, replaced by another girl – one girl had to go to the hospital for appendices, yada yada yada. Seemed like us “fitters” are quite some sad people… as if we’re cursed or something. =( But I truly hope everything goes well though for everyone. Hopefully we’ll get to break that bad luck charm on that day.

Please, please, please have them spin poles up. Much appreciated, really. Okay, I’m off to bed again.

Second.

We finally made some progression yesterday. I am so happy for that that I went around giving high 5′s. Oh, the joy!
Some kind of ideas that everyone’s putting in but hey, it worked. Now that we’re through the first part, we have to come up with more stuff. Nerve wrecking much?! It’s time to work that brain.

Meanwhile, I am still pretty much clueless when it comes to my solo. Mind you, for both solos (the group and the actual solo itself). Need I say more? I think I’ve mentioned enough about how horrible I am when it comes to choreographing stuff… Let’s not go there.

First.

So I was asked to come up with a blog. Tbh, I have no idea how this site works. It’s a wee bit complicated.

I’m supposed to be talking about my pole progress. Well, so far, nothing is planned. I tend to be a little bit last minute when it comes to choreographing moves. Then again, I never choreograph things because I have NO idea how to. The last competition wasn’t planned or anything as it was based on my mood and what I’m feeling then. But it was just a minute long at most so it wasn’t too hard to be spontaneous. I’m starting to worry if I can even come up with a choreography now… seeing that everyone roughly know what they want and stuff. I don’t even know what kind of song I want!? Part of me wants to play safe and opt for the good old rnb/hip hop genre but somehow, I just can’t seemed to find any song that makes me go all “okay, I am so going to use that for my competition!!” kind of stuff. Who knows?

I desperately need a pole to practice because coming up with a choreography is hard enough for me – but coming up with a choreography without a pole! How’s that even possible, I wonder. And timing! Oh, the timing…. We better not go there. I’m embarrassed to say this but I literally have no idea what I am going to be doing seeing that I am in fact, the one that poled longest among my team mates…

A huge part of me is a lot more worried about the group performance than the solo because coordination is one thing, coming up with something that looks good on everyone is another thing. We’ll see what we can do and what is capable for the entire team, rather than something that works for just a few individuals. Fingers crossed!